This picture is from 2004. Toby was about four months, Leia was the older woman at 6.
How quickly they took over my heart, and my life.
I had a birthday on the 25th; it was my first one without them.
Next week, it will be my first 4th fireworks noise without them.
Some people have pets, and when they are gone, are sad for a bit but they were, after all, only pets.
That's not me. When Leia left my world was spiderwebbed with fractures;
when Toby left it shattered entirely.
All my memories, my daily and weekly habits and meanderings, included them somehow.
when Toby left it shattered entirely.
All my memories, my daily and weekly habits and meanderings, included them somehow.
It's now been six months.